Jiachyi Sheridin Thursday, April 7, 2011 NPSU. I know I'm stupid enough to blog about FOC 11/12 when it has ended 2 weeks ago (23-26 March). Wait, it hasn't ended cause everyone says it's just the beginning. Did you guys have fun?:) Thinking back, NPSU FOC has definitely changed me alot. If it wasn't Ashraf, I wouldn't be joining Prep and be selected as one of the 48 GLs. It was shocking cause I didn't participate much during Prep but I was glad:) What's even better? Gina got selected too:) For these three months, we got closer than before and I'm glad to have a friend like her who is always there for me and know how it feels like to be a gl. In the beginning, it was easy. We had our first meeting and I get to meet my DH Kenneth and the other 11 groupmates who I have to work with for the next three months. I'm really glad to have Enqi and Aizal in Perseus because they were the only two I knew. Living in the West side made me got to know Albert more and yes, he's like a big brother:) I'm not good in designing the flag and thinking of cheers so I did my part by knowing my groupmates well. That's when I got closer to Wan Teng. & I believe she has changed for the better through the three months:D The preparations of FOC is tough. I had to reach home late, unable to communicate much with my parents. I had to neglect my studies and had to go back to school during weekends to prepare for FOC which I had neglect my secondary school friends- Sheridin, Jiachyi and more. I apologize for that. In the second month (Feb), Perseus got closer. As people get closer, there are alway friction between humans. This is where we had disagreements and followed by thrash talks. I don't believe in thrash talks, up till now. Cause I believe in solving the problem by not involving everyone. But I guess Perseus gets stronger after every thrash talk. In the three months, I have learnt compromising. It was only compromise made me know the 12. I know there were many disagreements within the group but we have overcome all:) Our disagreements were scary as it's my first time facing such problems, I didnt know how to solve it and I hate disagreements so I feel like giving up the position sometimes. And it was trial camp, I didn't tell anyone but yes, it was hell. All the pumpings, lecturing, compromising, disagreements, different chracters working together. I was really exhausted. Who will ever understand? But I'm really grateful that Denzel was there when I broke down. I can't remember when was the last time I broke down but I know it's years back. At that point of time, I questioned myself if I'm ready to be a GL. We work our way through and it was a few days before FOC. I guess we had a hell lots of fun at Enqi's friend's place and a few outings. And it was FOC. I know the first day didn't end great for us but we did well for the next three days. We made an impact on the freshies:D I know I didn't perform up to the GL standard and till today, I believe there is someone out there who is able to take over my position and do better. But I am still glad to know all 47 of you, the 4 DHs, Camp Chief Qaiser:) And I have been thinking if I wanna still stay in NPSU. Thinking back, You guys have changed me for the better. You guys have taught me how to lead. You guys have taught me what compromising is. You guys have taught me fun. You guys have taught me what teamwork is. You guys have taught me what family is. I wanna continue to care for you guys. I wanna stay in NPSU:) posted by Huishi 1:46 PM |
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