BYE CADET ANTONY SEE YOU IN TWO WEEKS' TIME!! I'm already very proud of you (us) for coming this far because it isn't easy at all especially after I started school and you entering OCS at the same time. However, I'll try my best to enjoy being an army girlfriend as much as I can (Wait!! Don't judge me read on read on~) I feel that the reason why this relationship is still working it's because of all these ups and downs. Those endless arguments makes me (or us) wants to give up at times. Those unhappiness makes me (or you) wants to punch you (or me) really hard. Those misunderstanding questioned me (or maybe you) if you (or me) are really the one I want to spend my future with. And the really unhappy long list goes on and on.....

 

However, of all male species and vases (just kidding!!) YOU amazingly stand out. You may be somewhat ignorant and insensitive at times and quite an unromantic person but all I need is your trust and I get that (overflowing-trust) from you. Knowing that I need to settle down with my new clique of friends in Uni by spending more time with them (which by the way I am enjoying their company, very amazing and trustworthy friends & debunking the myth that 'You can't find true friends as you get older'), you understand me and sacrifice our supposedly-dating-time. Thank you ♥ And I know you don't like to spend too much on your girlfriend (Cause he wants to spend more on his future wife, hahahahaha so Antony~) but going to the shop alone, you bought me a Pandora bracelet with charms and I appreciate it a lot. Thank you ♥

 

Also, those pair of listening ears and guidance I needed the most from you. I've learnt so much from you and I'll never stop learning from you. Though many common friends of ours have always thought that Antony is a really 'nua' person who is constantly speaking nonsense (haha somehow true~~~~~), the other good side of him amazes me all the time. He always focus and strives really hard if he set his mind on achieving goals. Is he not that 'nua' after all?

 

We are back to 'Why should I enjoy being an army girlfriend?'; No doubt we'll still go through these unhappy moments in the future but being with someone who you are comfortable with (even if there is silence when you both meet but still enjoying the moments) are the little things that are far more important than arguments, quarrels and misunderstandings. I know army-uni life would prolly be the toughest period for us but I'm sure when I look back I'll (we'll) tell myself that he is the one who stick with you through thick and thin, he is someone who was there when I went through my lowest period and celebrated with me when I achieved my goals. He is the one who saw me in my sloppy PJs, tied-up bun, bare face, flawed skin and imperfections yet he says he loves me for who I am. He is the one who guided me through on so many things and make me a better person as the days passed by.

 

I shouldn't be complaining he hasn't have enough time because he serves the country. Instead, I should be proud of him for serving the country. I should be enjoying being an army girlfriend. I shouldn't be complaining about his flaws because (at least for Antony) he accepts me for who I am and I should do the same. I shouldn't be blaming him for starting the fight because in a relationship it takes two hands to clap.

 

I (We) should be making it work:)

 

I can't predict what the future holds (if we'll make it or break it), I should cherish every moment from now on. You, readers, too!:)

 

& I can't wait to be in your arms already. #07042014